Wow ive been needing to blog so badly bitbi couldn't cause I don't have a computer and still don't so I got this iPod teehee.
ANYWHO this month been the gayest month EVER like honestly idk whatthehaylls all gotta say is boys are stupid friends are good some girls are irritating and augh just so much happened in the passt month.
BOYS. Jayvin is a fuken asswipe tryna be the better person and is being fuken stubborn with whatever this guy did wrong. He srsly just needs to get the fuck out and leave me the hell alone. But on the goodsidebof my damn love life I got Brandon Mari Manalo <3 he just makes my day everyday he knows how to make everything better that's whyim so damn thankful to have him in my life. But there's thisbother guy that's been bugging lately but we got that over and done with i hope? LOL
FRIENDSHIP. Oh haaay beatfriend she's still hanging in there with me :) I gotta love her haha but other than that I've been getting pretty close to old friends again :) that I actually miss hanging out with . But I'm also starting to realize some friends that are just using me and bing fake as a typicall chick would be. That's why I wanna have a gay bestfriend or just a guy bestfriend. Haha :)
FAMBAM. I actually feel closer to them now and now that Christmas is coming up I'm excited to see them :) and spend time with them again :)
Man there's so much more but I'm so tired I'm gunna write a part two for this...mmkay nights! :)<3
Sunday, December 20, 2009
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Starting FRE$H
NO ONE USES BLOGSPOT NO MORE -.-
oh wells. im using it again! so i decided to make a NEW blog! YEEBUDDY!
FRESHMAN YEAR! is aiights i guess. They have their ups and downs but im finding out who my true friends are i guess. Life has been pretty toughs though. i had my breakups with him and dating now. But it has gotten to the point where ive become serious with someone again but then again scared to get hurt again. Things like this just come to a point where i just gotta take a risk rights?
FRIENDS is one hard thing to work with this year. You loosing them like left and right. You dont know which ones are friends or foes! You become friends with someone then the next week theyre talking shit bout you! OHKAYE then you have friends who are THERE but you just dont know it cause you just too caught up in the momment with that one friend you dont wanna loose. Yeauhh been there done that. But whats going on right now is learning how to become a loyal friend. HELP?
BOY/LOVE/RELATIONSHIPS/DATING woaah thats a lot!haha First love is GONE. started dating one completely different didnt even work out! then i come here just waiting and some guy comes into the picture. I seriously was just flirting around too and he just HIT ME. yeauh but the problem is that were going too fast and were getting onto the love stuffs already and been only 3 weeks dating? yeauhh kinda WOAH! i know. But then again i mean we did have a deep convo about everything. But then again i dont know if i should believe him or nots. I mean how come it took him to tell his ex bout 4-5 months to tell her and took me THREE WEEKS -.- like really now?! i dont know its kinda hard. I mean i love him as a friend. But heey what am i suppose to do. I do wanna be in a relationship with him but thats too fast too. i dont know this dating thing between me and this guy are just going TOO FAST. and iuno what i should do anymore. I like him i REALLY like him but is he worth it? I dont know ill have to think bout that one. Love SUCKS then you DIE
DRAMA is B$. Fuken ass getting into a fights and ACTUAL fights lately! like wth?! idk i needa just have a one on one talk with these people i got beef with cause seriously the shit thats going on is pointless and STUPID. and half of em is my fault. But whatever its HIGHSCHOOL.
This is pretty chills for a first post. :]
welcome back into my life blogspot. <3
NIGHTS!
oh wells. im using it again! so i decided to make a NEW blog! YEEBUDDY!
FRESHMAN YEAR! is aiights i guess. They have their ups and downs but im finding out who my true friends are i guess. Life has been pretty toughs though. i had my breakups with him and dating now. But it has gotten to the point where ive become serious with someone again but then again scared to get hurt again. Things like this just come to a point where i just gotta take a risk rights?
FRIENDS is one hard thing to work with this year. You loosing them like left and right. You dont know which ones are friends or foes! You become friends with someone then the next week theyre talking shit bout you! OHKAYE then you have friends who are THERE but you just dont know it cause you just too caught up in the momment with that one friend you dont wanna loose. Yeauhh been there done that. But whats going on right now is learning how to become a loyal friend. HELP?
BOY/LOVE/RELATIONSHIPS/DATING woaah thats a lot!haha First love is GONE. started dating one completely different didnt even work out! then i come here just waiting and some guy comes into the picture. I seriously was just flirting around too and he just HIT ME. yeauh but the problem is that were going too fast and were getting onto the love stuffs already and been only 3 weeks dating? yeauhh kinda WOAH! i know. But then again i mean we did have a deep convo about everything. But then again i dont know if i should believe him or nots. I mean how come it took him to tell his ex bout 4-5 months to tell her and took me THREE WEEKS -.- like really now?! i dont know its kinda hard. I mean i love him as a friend. But heey what am i suppose to do. I do wanna be in a relationship with him but thats too fast too. i dont know this dating thing between me and this guy are just going TOO FAST. and iuno what i should do anymore. I like him i REALLY like him but is he worth it? I dont know ill have to think bout that one. Love SUCKS then you DIE
DRAMA is B$. Fuken ass getting into a fights and ACTUAL fights lately! like wth?! idk i needa just have a one on one talk with these people i got beef with cause seriously the shit thats going on is pointless and STUPID. and half of em is my fault. But whatever its HIGHSCHOOL.
This is pretty chills for a first post. :]
welcome back into my life blogspot. <3
NIGHTS!
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